Well, my mood isn't particularly cheerful, I just don't know how to change that! I just wanted to put this out there so I could sleep. I have commitment issues, and so passed on someone I liked because I couldn't handle anything resembling a relationship. He's my best friend now(sorry guys, I do mean best guy friend no worries!) and lately I've been thinking I have feelings again for him. But this evening I found out he's thinking of asking out this other girl who he's liked since freshman year. She's great, I know her and we're friendly. I'm always a bit jealous of her because she's wicked smart and good at architecture, plays tennis and is